What now?
I've been asking myself a lot what should I make a blog about. The idea of making a blog only came across my mind because I've seen others doing and it looked kind of fun.
I was never a talkative person, I've always enjoyed the silence and the odd comfort that came from being the weird, quiet kid.
Having to go to therapy at 8 years old certainly didn't help. I didn't felt any kind of relief going there, maybe because I was young and didn't understand why I needed to go in the first place, or perhaps it was because the psychologists I went all sucked.
Either way, I never felt secure talking about myself to anyone.
But I'm done with sulking, I don't want to be a slave of my past and be molded by my traumas. I'm here to learn, to grow, to experience.
And it might be because of my frontal lobe development, but I started to feel quite different about a lot of things as soon I became 18. It all kind of "clicked", and the knowledge I had from all my life connected somehow, and for someone who always struggled dealing with emotions and emotional reactions, it feels quite satisfactory to be able to control them now.
Anyway, I've figured the best way to figure out what I wanted to write about was to start writing anything. I hope this is not too bad. Thanks for reading whatever this is. Peace out ♡.